All the Updates!!!

So I know I have been slacking on updating my blog, but hey I have been busy a lot of things have been going on. Since I got my BFP, Bryan and I have been busy trying to better our lives and that of the kids as well. I guess I will start off with Baby#2 who we found out was another boy. We have decided on the name of Liam, due my German background. Also this pregnancy has been easy just like Wyatt’s was. So Liam is due November 15, but they are probably going to take him early because I have to have another C- Section, and have a golf ball size cyst removed. I have had this cyst pregnant with Wyatt and the doctors where hoping it would go away well it didn’t I am just hoping that when they do remove it I will be able to lose a lot of weight that I have been trying for years to get rid of.

Well also another chance I have decided to go back to school and get my BA in criminal Justice. Luckily for I will have to take a few classes, because they are counting a lot of the classes I took in the academy, plus they are giving me credit for working at the jail. I start here soon like the next 2 weeks and I cannot wait. Once I get my degree I can do whole lot of things. Don’t get me wrong I like my job at the jail, but being a mother it has weird hours, and it was great when it was just me and Bryan, but now I have to think about my boys and when they get older and such. Plus my degree will open so many doors, from Probation Officer to Magistrate, shoot I could even become a teacher. I am so excited to go back to school and better myself and who know I might just go ahead and get my Masters too but I will have to see.

Lastly and most important Bryan and I decide to get a home of our own this year, instead of wasting money in renting. So we got approved for way more than I thought we would, and a good friend of Bryan’s calls him up and say how about building a home. Well we thought why not no one else is calling us back on the homes we looked at. So needless to say we are custom building or first home. I love the location, it is far enough out that I don’t have to worry about the boys going outside to play but closet enough to town if there is an emergency. We also could not get a better deal anywhere else. I mean 3 acres and a 4 bedroom, 2 ½ bath house. They are actually breaking ground this week. So it won’t be too long.
The only down part is the house should be ready the time Liam is here, so having a baby and moving is going to be a task, but we can handle it. I did it before I can do it again. I am so excited that this will be our last move for a while though Thank God.

I just can’t wait for is in store in the last part of the year. We are finally making some head way and all are hard work is paying off.

9 Yrs. ago....

.... My Father passed away. I do miss him everyday. I just can't believe it. Some day I get so angry that he will never meet his grandchildren, but then I remember that he is watching them all. I truely believe that he is their guardian angel. I could have used his death in a negative way, but I don't. RIP Daddy I love and miss you and it does get a little easier every year.

Best Birthday Present Ever!!!

So this Past Thursday was my 25th Birthday. It was blah, but it ended great I got this. ---->

I can't believe it. I am so blessed and excited. The baby is due November15, 2009. Keep your fingers crossed, I want a girl, but I will be happy with a healthy baby.

Cop Friends vs. Civilian Freinds

Civilian Friends: Get upset if you're too busy to talk to them for a week.
Police Freinds: Are Gald to see you after years, and will happily carry on the same converstaion you wer ehaving the last time you met.

Civilian Friends:Have never seen you cry.
Police Freinds: Have cried with you.

Civilian Friends: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
Police Friends:Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours.

Civilian Friends:Know a few things about you.
Police Friends: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.

Civilian Friends: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing.
Police Friends: Will kick the crowd's ass that left you behind.

Civilian Friends: Are for a while.
Police Friends:Are for Life.

Civilian Friends: Have shared a few experiences...
Police Friends: Have shared a lifetime of experiences no citizen could ever dream of....

Civilian Friends: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
Police Friends: Will look at you stumblind all over the place and say, "You better drink the rest of that before you spill it!!" Then carry you home safely and put you to bed...

Civilian Friends: Will talk crap to the person who talks crap about you.
Police Friends: Will Knock them the hell out for using your name in vain.

This is for the Hubby, For our anniversary.

I Never Knew I Could Love Somebody This Much!!!
This is for the one that matters...these are the reason why I love you and would never do anything to hurt you. Cause it is all the little things you do for me that makes me so in love with and do anything for you.
When you hold me everynight till I fall asleep, coming in to check on me when I am asleep to see if I am cold or not, bc you keep the house cold as anything. Kissing me on the forehead for no reason at all, slipping your hand into mine when we driving somwhere, then the way you kiss my hand, when you get up in the middle of the night to get me something to drink because i am thirsty, driving me to wal-mart when I know for a fact you hate that place, letting me listen to my type of music in your car, giving me hugs when I am upset, the kisses you give me every morning before you leave for work, when you play with my hair, when you risk being late for work just so we can lay there an extra 5 minutes together how you always sending me text messages telling me how much you love me and all our inside jokes, the way you let me lay my legs in your lap, how we slow dance when there is no music at all just because we feel like it, when I am sick how you take care of me, when you buy me flowers " just because", when you drove all the way to SC to see my mom because I had not seen her in 3 years, when we go the resturant I pick even though we go there all the time, the way you help out with house work even when are tired when you get home from work, when you come to work with me to help so we can at least spend time together, the way you think of things we can do with Mitch(our dog), when you take Mitch out even when it is my turn to do it, how you hold me to make me feel better when I am upset, the way you always try to protect me from getting hurt, you let me watch what I want too on the tv instead of the game, and plainly just the way of HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME!!

TEARS OF JOY FOR MY SISTER!!!!!

My Sister and Brother in Law having a big heart to decide to be a foster parents. Being foster parents is not an easy job. Especially when those children are born chemically addicted. Lets go back to when this story really begins.

Back in 2006, my sister and her husband where blessed to receive my Niece when she was born she was addicted to drugs, because her birth mother was a drug addict, who was 19 years of age would get pregnant and sell the babies before they were born to get more drugs. She previously had, had 3 children before this. It was hard for my sister and her hubby dealing with Kate withdrawals, but they made it through. A few months later I got to meet my niece it was love at first sight. I was so glad she was apart of our family. Well when my sister and her hubby finally were able to sleep through the night (10 months later) the state called her again asking if she like to take Kate brother Harold. Of course they said yes. Well the process began again but this time Harold was a lot worst off he was on a heart monitor for a long time. Well they got through the rough patches with both children. Both beautiful and healthy, and our family has been praying for a long time so the kids were legally theirs.
Ever since my sister and her hubby had the children they have wanted to adopt them. It has been a long drawn out battle, the judge did not want to terminate the parent’s rights. A few months ago my sister received her third blessing Logan. As his brother and sister before him he was chemically addicted as well. All three of these children have been part of this family from day one. My son loves his cousins. I have wanted this kids legally part of our family since the day they came home. I know their Mother and Father them very much. I love these kids as well.
Well a few months ago the doctor told my sister she would not be able to have children of her own. I was devastated for her but she was ok with it, she told me “I have three beautiful children I don’t need anymore.” Every since this event I have wanted the children to be her more than anything I was literally upset about it. (Those who are close to me know this has bothered for some time.) I would try to be strong when I talk to my sister about it. Trying to be a good sister as she has been for me. I literally would get so upset at the judicial system for not letting my sister have these kids.
I got a call this morning from my sister saying she had good news about the kids, but I was working so she sent me this email.
I wanted to let everyone know that today December 11, they terminated the parental rights on katie, Harold and Logan. What a relief. The hard part is over. We will be meeting with our social worker on December 30 to being discussing the final leg of this very long road. Thanks to all who prayed and supported us over the last 3 years. God's timing was perfect, even when my faith was low, God knew what he was doing, he was waiting for Logan to come. How blessed we have been with the children, but how blessed this Christmas will be to know the worrying is now over, they will be legally ours soon. They have been ours for some time, in our hearts and our family. Thanks again for all those who prayed for us. However, please be in prayer for those children who continue to need homes. Last night at 1:30am we got a call for a 6 month old boy who had suffered shakin baby snydrome, and he is blind. We were not able to take him due to being at capacity. We will continue to be foster parents after we adopt. But again thanks Kimberly, Jeffrey, Katie, Harold, Logan

I literally started crying as soon as I read this. Tears of extreme joy for them I am so glad these kids will be legally theirs in a few months. I am so happy excited and many other words that I can’t describe for them. I now know my kids and their cousins will never be separated. Hopefully when the adoption goes through there will a BIG party.

GOD is good.
My sister does deserve this she has been an awesome sister to me when I have been crappy with her.

Think of a really good title to put here....

So I am updating trying to be good about all this blogging stuff, I really don't think I will be good at it. Well I decide that I have to start working out. My doctor told me that I need to lose weight to help my back and TTC#2 in Februaray which I am really excited about. The down side is that when I go to have baby #2 they want to do surgery to remove a cyst that is rather large. So they want to me to go ahead and have another c-section but I was thinking about doing a VBAC, so I really dont know. I have to figure it out as we get closer. Hopefully the cyst wont interfer with TTC.