I Never Knew I Could Love Somebody This Much!!!
This is for the one that matters...these are the reason why I love you and would never do anything to hurt you. Cause it is all the little things you do for me that makes me so in love with and do anything for you.
When you hold me everynight till I fall asleep, coming in to check on me when I am asleep to see if I am cold or not, bc you keep the house cold as anything. Kissing me on the forehead for no reason at all, slipping your hand into mine when we driving somwhere, then the way you kiss my hand, when you get up in the middle of the night to get me something to drink because i am thirsty, driving me to wal-mart when I know for a fact you hate that place, letting me listen to my type of music in your car, giving me hugs when I am upset, the kisses you give me every morning before you leave for work, when you play with my hair, when you risk being late for work just so we can lay there an extra 5 minutes together how you always sending me text messages telling me how much you love me and all our inside jokes, the way you let me lay my legs in your lap, how we slow dance when there is no music at all just because we feel like it, when I am sick how you take care of me, when you buy me flowers " just because", when you drove all the way to SC to see my mom because I had not seen her in 3 years, when we go the resturant I pick even though we go there all the time, the way you help out with house work even when are tired when you get home from work, when you come to work with me to help so we can at least spend time together, the way you think of things we can do with Mitch(our dog), when you take Mitch out even when it is my turn to do it, how you hold me to make me feel better when I am upset, the way you always try to protect me from getting hurt, you let me watch what I want too on the tv instead of the game, and plainly just the way of HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME!!
Monday, December 15, 2008
Friday, December 12, 2008
TEARS OF JOY FOR MY SISTER!!!!!
My Sister and Brother in Law having a big heart to decide to be a foster parents. Being foster parents is not an easy job. Especially when those children are born chemically addicted. Lets go back to when this story really begins.
Back in 2006, my sister and her husband where blessed to receive my Niece when she was born she was addicted to drugs, because her birth mother was a drug addict, who was 19 years of age would get pregnant and sell the babies before they were born to get more drugs. She previously had, had 3 children before this. It was hard for my sister and her hubby dealing with Kate withdrawals, but they made it through. A few months later I got to meet my niece it was love at first sight. I was so glad she was apart of our family. Well when my sister and her hubby finally were able to sleep through the night (10 months later) the state called her again asking if she like to take Kate brother Harold. Of course they said yes. Well the process began again but this time Harold was a lot worst off he was on a heart monitor for a long time. Well they got through the rough patches with both children. Both beautiful and healthy, and our family has been praying for a long time so the kids were legally theirs.
Ever since my sister and her hubby had the children they have wanted to adopt them. It has been a long drawn out battle, the judge did not want to terminate the parent’s rights. A few months ago my sister received her third blessing Logan. As his brother and sister before him he was chemically addicted as well. All three of these children have been part of this family from day one. My son loves his cousins. I have wanted this kids legally part of our family since the day they came home. I know their Mother and Father them very much. I love these kids as well.
Well a few months ago the doctor told my sister she would not be able to have children of her own. I was devastated for her but she was ok with it, she told me “I have three beautiful children I don’t need anymore.” Every since this event I have wanted the children to be her more than anything I was literally upset about it. (Those who are close to me know this has bothered for some time.) I would try to be strong when I talk to my sister about it. Trying to be a good sister as she has been for me. I literally would get so upset at the judicial system for not letting my sister have these kids.
I got a call this morning from my sister saying she had good news about the kids, but I was working so she sent me this email.
I wanted to let everyone know that today December 11, they terminated the parental rights on katie, Harold and Logan. What a relief. The hard part is over. We will be meeting with our social worker on December 30 to being discussing the final leg of this very long road. Thanks to all who prayed and supported us over the last 3 years. God's timing was perfect, even when my faith was low, God knew what he was doing, he was waiting for Logan to come. How blessed we have been with the children, but how blessed this Christmas will be to know the worrying is now over, they will be legally ours soon. They have been ours for some time, in our hearts and our family. Thanks again for all those who prayed for us. However, please be in prayer for those children who continue to need homes. Last night at 1:30am we got a call for a 6 month old boy who had suffered shakin baby snydrome, and he is blind. We were not able to take him due to being at capacity. We will continue to be foster parents after we adopt. But again thanks Kimberly, Jeffrey, Katie, Harold, Logan
I literally started crying as soon as I read this. Tears of extreme joy for them I am so glad these kids will be legally theirs in a few months. I am so happy excited and many other words that I can’t describe for them. I now know my kids and their cousins will never be separated. Hopefully when the adoption goes through there will a BIG party.
GOD is good.
My sister does deserve this she has been an awesome sister to me when I have been crappy with her.
Back in 2006, my sister and her husband where blessed to receive my Niece when she was born she was addicted to drugs, because her birth mother was a drug addict, who was 19 years of age would get pregnant and sell the babies before they were born to get more drugs. She previously had, had 3 children before this. It was hard for my sister and her hubby dealing with Kate withdrawals, but they made it through. A few months later I got to meet my niece it was love at first sight. I was so glad she was apart of our family. Well when my sister and her hubby finally were able to sleep through the night (10 months later) the state called her again asking if she like to take Kate brother Harold. Of course they said yes. Well the process began again but this time Harold was a lot worst off he was on a heart monitor for a long time. Well they got through the rough patches with both children. Both beautiful and healthy, and our family has been praying for a long time so the kids were legally theirs.
Ever since my sister and her hubby had the children they have wanted to adopt them. It has been a long drawn out battle, the judge did not want to terminate the parent’s rights. A few months ago my sister received her third blessing Logan. As his brother and sister before him he was chemically addicted as well. All three of these children have been part of this family from day one. My son loves his cousins. I have wanted this kids legally part of our family since the day they came home. I know their Mother and Father them very much. I love these kids as well.
Well a few months ago the doctor told my sister she would not be able to have children of her own. I was devastated for her but she was ok with it, she told me “I have three beautiful children I don’t need anymore.” Every since this event I have wanted the children to be her more than anything I was literally upset about it. (Those who are close to me know this has bothered for some time.) I would try to be strong when I talk to my sister about it. Trying to be a good sister as she has been for me. I literally would get so upset at the judicial system for not letting my sister have these kids.
I got a call this morning from my sister saying she had good news about the kids, but I was working so she sent me this email.
I wanted to let everyone know that today December 11, they terminated the parental rights on katie, Harold and Logan. What a relief. The hard part is over. We will be meeting with our social worker on December 30 to being discussing the final leg of this very long road. Thanks to all who prayed and supported us over the last 3 years. God's timing was perfect, even when my faith was low, God knew what he was doing, he was waiting for Logan to come. How blessed we have been with the children, but how blessed this Christmas will be to know the worrying is now over, they will be legally ours soon. They have been ours for some time, in our hearts and our family. Thanks again for all those who prayed for us. However, please be in prayer for those children who continue to need homes. Last night at 1:30am we got a call for a 6 month old boy who had suffered shakin baby snydrome, and he is blind. We were not able to take him due to being at capacity. We will continue to be foster parents after we adopt. But again thanks Kimberly, Jeffrey, Katie, Harold, Logan
I literally started crying as soon as I read this. Tears of extreme joy for them I am so glad these kids will be legally theirs in a few months. I am so happy excited and many other words that I can’t describe for them. I now know my kids and their cousins will never be separated. Hopefully when the adoption goes through there will a BIG party.
GOD is good.
My sister does deserve this she has been an awesome sister to me when I have been crappy with her.
Friday, December 5, 2008
Think of a really good title to put here....
So I am updating trying to be good about all this blogging stuff, I really don't think I will be good at it. Well I decide that I have to start working out. My doctor told me that I need to lose weight to help my back and TTC#2 in Februaray which I am really excited about. The down side is that when I go to have baby #2 they want to do surgery to remove a cyst that is rather large. So they want to me to go ahead and have another c-section but I was thinking about doing a VBAC, so I really dont know. I have to figure it out as we get closer. Hopefully the cyst wont interfer with TTC.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Have You Ever Loved An Angel
Have you ever met an angel
Whose smile is like the sun
Whose laugh is like a melody
That reaches everyone
Have you ever hugged an angel
Swept up in their embrace
And swear there's nothing in this world
That makes you feel that safe
[Chorus:]
Have you ever really loved an angel
Once you have you'll never be the same again
Have you ever had to let go of an angel
Say goodbye, let 'em fly, my angel, my best friend
Have you felt the strenght of an angel
When you need it the most
Lifted by those gentle wings
You know you're not alone
Every now and then I feel the peace inside
Wherever life may take me,
I'm guided by that light
[Chorus:]
Have you ever really loved an angel
Once you have you'll never be the same again
Have you ever had to let go of an angel
Say goodbye, let 'em fly, my angel, my best friend
Cause I have really loved an angel
How could I ever be the same
Cause I have had to let go of my angel
Say goodbye, let 'em fly, my angel, my best friend
Beverly Mitchell
So I have only shared this with a few people. I really wasn't sure how to put this or feel. This pass February I was pregnant. I thought I might have been but wasnt totally sure plus I was at the academy doing Defensive Tactics. Well I took a HPT and it was postitive. I was a little upset due to the fact I didnt think I could handle 2 babies at once. Well I continued to go through the academy and I went tot he doctor the following week. As I done this the I got my peroid, I kept my doctor's appt. thinking I was wrong and so was the test well I took a test there and it came our postitive after a few moments. So she had me take a blood test. Well way waiting for the results I began excited I have my two kids it would be great they be so close in age and be best friends. Well the blood test came back Negative the doctor told me I was pregnant but miscarried; But not to worry it was not my fault because of the defensive tactics it was that the baby was not healthy or some bullshit she tried to give me. I was kina ok with it, but now I am not I was pregnant with another baby. I am a stern believer that once a baby is concieve it has a soul and is a baby, not a fetus, not an embryo or whatever the techinal terms are they give to try to make you feel better. I am ok with the fact now that my baby is an angel in heaven, but still I wish the baby would have made it. I am a little heart broken, but I will ok. The song above is perfect on how I feel. I thought I share.
Whose smile is like the sun
Whose laugh is like a melody
That reaches everyone
Have you ever hugged an angel
Swept up in their embrace
And swear there's nothing in this world
That makes you feel that safe
[Chorus:]
Have you ever really loved an angel
Once you have you'll never be the same again
Have you ever had to let go of an angel
Say goodbye, let 'em fly, my angel, my best friend
Have you felt the strenght of an angel
When you need it the most
Lifted by those gentle wings
You know you're not alone
Every now and then I feel the peace inside
Wherever life may take me,
I'm guided by that light
[Chorus:]
Have you ever really loved an angel
Once you have you'll never be the same again
Have you ever had to let go of an angel
Say goodbye, let 'em fly, my angel, my best friend
Cause I have really loved an angel
How could I ever be the same
Cause I have had to let go of my angel
Say goodbye, let 'em fly, my angel, my best friend
Beverly Mitchell
So I have only shared this with a few people. I really wasn't sure how to put this or feel. This pass February I was pregnant. I thought I might have been but wasnt totally sure plus I was at the academy doing Defensive Tactics. Well I took a HPT and it was postitive. I was a little upset due to the fact I didnt think I could handle 2 babies at once. Well I continued to go through the academy and I went tot he doctor the following week. As I done this the I got my peroid, I kept my doctor's appt. thinking I was wrong and so was the test well I took a test there and it came our postitive after a few moments. So she had me take a blood test. Well way waiting for the results I began excited I have my two kids it would be great they be so close in age and be best friends. Well the blood test came back Negative the doctor told me I was pregnant but miscarried; But not to worry it was not my fault because of the defensive tactics it was that the baby was not healthy or some bullshit she tried to give me. I was kina ok with it, but now I am not I was pregnant with another baby. I am a stern believer that once a baby is concieve it has a soul and is a baby, not a fetus, not an embryo or whatever the techinal terms are they give to try to make you feel better. I am ok with the fact now that my baby is an angel in heaven, but still I wish the baby would have made it. I am a little heart broken, but I will ok. The song above is perfect on how I feel. I thought I share.
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